I feel like I should be doing something.
What I actually need to do is to rest (and rest and rest) to conserve energy and recharge that faulty battery of mine so I can have a Wednesday and Thursday of doing.
Wednesday and Thursday will be spent in Derby with dentists, meeting friends, a work farewell lunch and an overnight stay. Plus no doubt a burning desire to take like a zillion photos.
Maybe I have peaked too early in my mental preparations. Maybe I want to be doing to escape the head spin I am in over shopping and credit card. I have purchases I want to make, purchases that need to be done NOW to qualify for special offer, a big refund pending with no news of when it might come, a need to ensure I am going to be here to take the deliveries and a stupid crappy credit card limit that makes purchasing everything I want right now impossible. Argh! It also took me 3 days to decide on the clothing I wanted to order and now I have a cold sweat about spending money on clothes – and where I’m going to put them.
Sigh. This has always felt complicated but even more so these days. I went through a spend first think later phase in my twenties which got me into a lot of trouble. So now I like to try and hoard my money and make it stretch. But CFS gets me muddled – I know I am getting bargains because I spent days and days pouring over things.
I’m rambling I know I am. Sorry folks. I can’t relax until this stuff is sorted and I can’t sort it until … erm … later? Who knows. Maybe I am more nervous about my work end that I thought.
I think I’m going to have to ask Growler to give me some simplifying logic to all this 😉
PS: Later … Growler to the rescue. Shopping expenditure underwritten 😉