It’s feeling like a bad day suddenly. A bad bad bad day.
Everything is annoying the hell out of me and I am powerless, frustrated and angry.
This is the kind of day when my t-shirt is too close to my throat and it drives me insane. Any other day I wear the same t-shirt, the same clothes and it’s fine. Today I am constantly aware it is there – choking me.
My glands are so very tender, to me they feel swollen (the doctor may disagree). I’m weary and tired and weak like yesterday and the day before but today I petulant about it. My whole being shouts about how unfair it all is.
I hate everything. I mean I knwo I don’t but this mood I am in takes a grip and I’m so frustrated about every single thing. I’m angry at what I can’t do, at what I try to do, at what I have to do.
Stomp and punch and flounce – expect I don’t have the energy.
Slow computer, hair out of control, clothes that itch and annoy, flabby tummy that suddenly seems in the way, throbbing neck glands, aching jaw, forgetting things and being so annoyed with myself, aching and weak muscles that let me down and I just want them to do what their supposed to, to be normal.