It’s such a strange sensation to feel happy, content and ok about yourself – yet at the sametime feel crappy and frustrated.
I’m content but have a background hum of things I want to do next. But I haven’t the energy to do them. Plus a moment after thinking them I forget what they are – so I’m continually coming up with the same “want to do” things and promptly forgetting them in a cyclic rotation. Which has to be wearing in itself?
So I’m choosing to listen to the happiness and let the background hum – well, hum but not be entertained.